Not So Much

To date this blog has been about what is going on in our family, and it may still contain some of that. But I feel like God is calling me to stretch myself into a place of vulnerability that I've never allowed myself to go before. I'm not really sure what that means yet, but as an act of obedience, whether anyone reads it or not, I'm going to begin posting on my blog things that are on my heart - an online, open to the public journal, I guess. I like to keep to myself - I can count on one hand and have fingers left over the number of people that know me - REALLY know me. I have lots of friends, but I let very few all the way in. I feel like God is asking me...telling me really, that I need to not only let others in, but I need to let myself out. To be REAL - not hiding behind a bubbly personality or a witty sense of humor. Please, don't run off thinking I'm going to start vomitting my junk all over this blog - that's not the plan. I'm just going to take my lead from the holy spirit. (I think God knows I'm on a budget and can't afford therapy - you be the judge.)